1 Corinthians 10:1-13
Luke 11:1-13
“It
is because of you,” says The Lord, “that My kingdom cannot come.”
Helmut Thielicke
“Our
Father in heaven, holy be your name. Your kingdom come. Your will be done, on
earth as it is in heaven. Give us enough bread day-by-day. And forgive us our
debts, as we also have forgiven our debtors. And do not bring us to the time of
trial, but rescue us from the evil one.” Didache 8:2
Is it possible, as Thielicke had also observed, that
we have already been set free from whatever it is that ails us but because we
do not know what we truly need but
are attuned primarily to our own desires, we continue to pray for comfort in
our self-imposed prison cells? The cells
we refuse to leave because they have become our familiar “comfort zones”. We are spiritually limited in these “cells”,
but we don’t seem to notice.
Is Thielicke saying, then, the kingdom cannot come because
we are not quite ready for it?
I have shared with you before that prayer is, for me
and for many others, probably the most difficult of all the spiritual disciplines. There are many reasons why this is so, but I
wonder if it could be that as strong as our own personal desires may be, we
have to admit we have no idea what we really need because we are completely attuned to what we desire.
And this seems to be the point and the purpose of
Jesus teaching us exactly how to pray and
what to say. We often forget that The Lord hearing a faithful prayer does not
depend on our making a correct diagnosis of our needs and
troubles and then offering The Lord a properly phrased and clearly outlined
prayer/proposition. We have, over time, been taught otherwise. We have completely taken hostage for our
own purposes Jesus’ words: “Ask
whatever you wish in My Name, and it will be given you”.
Being faithful to pray The Lord’s Prayer instead of
trying to find just the right words from our own experiences, our own desires,
and our own fears may best be expressed in this way: “The praying which makes a powerful ministry … must be in the body, and
form the blood and bones. Prayer is no
petty duty, put into a corner; no piecemeal performance made out of the
fragments of time [we choose to make on our own terms]. Prayer requires the very best
of our time.” E.M. Bounds
This is to say we must first be willing to empty
ourselves of our own desires, admit a profound need we cannot identify, and then
be willing to abandon the self-imposed prison cells we often freely choose
because there is so much we are accustomed to, so enculturated with that we are
unwilling to let go. We must admit that deep
down inside we are afraid The Lord may overlook something if we don’t bring it
to His attention.
And
this,
as Thielicke observes, is the importance
of understanding it is Jesus Himself
who teaches us to pray and tells
us what to say. Notice also that
in this prayer Jesus retires into the background. Theologians from the past have suggested from
this that Jesus may have had no intention of being the ‘Son of God’ but wished
only to reveal the Father more clearly while He remained unrecognized in the
background – just as the Baptizer knew his time and his person must
decrease so that Christ could increase. John’s own faithful disciples may have desired John, but they needed Jesus.
The reason for this
profound need, of course, is because the kingdom of God is where Jesus as
the Eternal Word of God already is. What
this means is that the kingdom of God appears precisely at the place where
there is blindness, lameness, sickness, and death. The Kingdom does not shun any of these things
because it is too good for the slums of human misery. The Kingdom is not a distant
realm of a golden city worthy only of the dignity of the Almighty God and the
self-righteous.
No, the kingdom of God is the light that
is drawn to these places where we often sit blindly in our own darkness, in our
own filth. But the people who were gathered around Jesus cherished the
delusion that the kingdom of God would be an earthly utopia where ease and
comfort reigned. But if this were so,
then the Kingdom could not be in the midst of them - or us.
Someone once said (Joseph Wittig) said a person's
biography should begin not with birth but with death because a person’s life is
revealed only by its end, its goal, what was actually accomplished – not by its
wishful thinking or good intentions. The same can be said of the Church
that is not defined by its birth but, rather, by its end and the means used to
that end, that goal. That the Church has
certainly been called to a certain mission does not define what a particular
church has actually chosen to be.
So our Father is always there first.
Our praying must always be an answer to that simple given fact. If we take Bethlehem and Golgotha out of the world, the cry of The Lord will
be silenced and praying will become meaningless. Then every one of us and
our children and our children's children are doomed to darkness, hearing only
unknown footsteps, never finding out who it is, and therefore being condemned
to cry out desperately "Who's there?" but never getting an answer. In our own demands and desires we are
condemned to sleep the rest of our lives the uneasy and comfortless sleep of
the hopeless.
Not for one second, however, will The
Lord be diverted from the one theme of our life as His Church – the theme
we keep running from.
Not for one moment does The Lord lose sight of the sore spot, the real
need in our life, which we don't like to talk about because we would rather put
others on the spot than to acknowledge the spot is really where we belong.
Being so honest with ourselves is not easy, our selfish demands not easy
to face when we are honest; but this is also something our Father knows better
than we ever will.
So we are often compelled
to ask ourselves if we are permitted the intercessory prayers of Moses, or the
prayers for the destruction of our enemies as expressed in many of the psalms,
or the self-serving prayer of the so-called “prosperity gospel” in asking “whatever we wish in Jesus’ Name” –
OR if we are comforted in and by The Word which became flesh who came not
only to show us the fullness of life but to also teach us how we must pray
until we are finally home.
The Lord’s Prayer has been
memorized in a certain way for so long that it is often recited without soul,
without feeling, and without any real thought; almost mechanically recited. Memorizing it is not nearly as important as learning
it again and fully embracing its components so we may become the disciples we
are called to be; so we may be The Church we are commissioned to be.
Only when we are willing to
admit The Lord knows much more about our genuine needs than we ever will
is the first step in learning to trust a truly loving and benevolent Father
whose desire is to lead us into the best life we can possibly know. This is true faith, the faith which justifies,
the very lifeblood of the Holy Church. It
is who we must become, for it is the only way we can be fully set free and learn
to live as we are meant to live. Amen.
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