Genesis 2:15-17, 3:1-7
Romans 5:12-19
Matthew 4:1-11
"The biggest human temptation is to settle
for too little.” Thomas
Merton
The Hebrew word for “Satan”
means “hinderer”. To hinder someone means to hold them back, to prevent them
from doing something. We might even consider this meaning to help us
better understand the nature of the “tempter” whom Jesus is facing in the
wilderness, the “devil”, the one whom Jesus finally calls “Satan”.
I’ve often wondered if the
very human Jesus really understood the fullness of who He is – and I ask this
because we have no biblical record of Mary or Joseph ever having a
heart-to-heart talk with Him, to help Him understand where He came from, and
learn to grow into that role. It could be there is nothing written
because there is nothing to tell; that conversation never took place. Or
it could be Jesus knew all along who He is and what He is called to do.
That, for us, is the most
comfortable thought, of course, because it lets us off the hook. We can
just accept who Jesus is, that Jesus always knew, and that this confrontation
in the wilderness was Jesus’ own personal battle with the one whom we have
known as the “fallen one”.
Yet when we look at a
parallel passage like Moses’ experience on Mt. Sinai, then maybe we need to
look a little closer – especially when we think of what this kind of fasting
means and what purpose it serves during Lent. Exodus 24 ends
with, “Moses was on the mountain for forty days and forty nights”.
If the tablets had already
been “written” as we are told, why would it have been necessary for Moses to
remain on the mountain for forty days? If Jesus already knew He is the
Incarnate God, why was a similar period of fasting and prayer necessary?
There is something with deeper meaning requiring much more attention to detail
for us than to ascribe only to Moses and Jesus the forty days of such
discipline and not to ourselves.
There is one major
difference for us, though. Jesus was facing the “tempter” in the
wilderness, and Moses was with the Creator on the Holy Mountain. What
connects these two experiences, however, is a strong sense of purpose – God’s purpose and not our
own. It is safe to say both knew, at least on some level, whom they were
dealing with, and both knew what was at stake could not be completely
understood or appreciated “in a minute”.
There is discovery in these
intense moments we give to The Lord, discoveries which cannot be made “on the
fly” or in our haste to move from one moment to the next. And as science has all but proved, “multi-tasking”
is a myth. We cannot do well with one thing
while mentally engaged in another.
Part of that discovery is
what the Catholic monk and writer, Thomas Merton, observed: “The biggest
human temptation is to settle for too little”; that state of mind in which
we are satisfied with “just enough” – but only as it pertains to The Word. Surely written with a human understanding of
our cultural desire for “more”, whether it be more money, more square footage,
more car, or more luxurious or frequent vacations, the gist of what Brother
Merton shared is that when we put forth our very best efforts for all this
world offers, we cheat ourselves out of all our Lord has in store for us later.
And the reason is as simple as Jesus’ own lesson: there is not enough room in
our hearts for both. We cannot serve two
masters (Matthew 6:24).
This is what Jesus had to
contend with, and it fits within the Jewish narrative of “Satan” not as a name
but as a title … and with a dirty job. Recall the strange setting in the
opening chapter of Job. The Heavenly Court was seated, and “the heavenly beings came to present
themselves before The Lord, and Satan was with them” (1:6). To
make a long story short, Satan’s presence was not challenged. He was only
asked to account for where he had come from.
Then we know what
happened. The Lord was very pleased with His faithful servant, Job.
Satan challenged Job’s faithfulness because Job was virtually immune from the
realities of the world – adversity and loss. Satan maintained that if The
Lord’s circle of protection were not around him, Job would curse The Lord to
His face. Job was pushed to his limits and he had many, many questions about
what purpose these challenges could serve – but he never cursed The Lord.
Judaism teaches that Satan
was only doing his job – the job he had been assigned by the heavenly court,
the job for which he was created. He is the “tempter” in this world, and
he will serve as the “accuser” on the Day when we stand before The Lord.
He has charge over everything in this world, and it is his to use – fair and
unfair – to “tempt” us, to challenge us. It is a job which must be done.
And we ask why. Was
Jesus being “tempted” from His birthright? Or was Jesus being “developed”
to fulfill the role He was born to fulfill? Or is it what Christianity
has long held; that Satan was trying only to determine exactly who he was
dealing with? Yes. All of
the above.
It is hard for us to
believe this wilderness experience is by design as a deliberate task from the
heavenly court. Even if we are talking about the Son of the Most High
God, it seems … mean and unfair. Yet when we consider the reality of the
temptations we face daily, we must also understand the choices we are
confronted with do serve a useful purpose – and that Satan is involved with
every single incident when we are forced to make choices.
We must learn to appreciate
the reality that what may seem good to us could end up being the hindrance to
the best relationship we can have with our Father – such as money we will only
share with those we love but would withhold an honest and full tithe or deny a
hungry child some food, or excusing ourselves from the quite necessary and soul-building
discipline of fasting because we have convinced ourselves “we don’t have to”.
When we are talking about
the depth of sanctifying grace by and through which we are continually
regenerated and perfected, we should – if we are open to the experience - come
to understand that it is only through adversity by which we may develop the
strength to grow in faith and in love.
Just as we must not give in to our children’s every single desire but
must teach them to do without or learn to deal with “no”, our Father is doing
all He can to be sure we do not grow up spoiled and with a misguided sense of entitlement. Giving us what will ultimately destroy us is
not an act of love.
And strangely enough, this
is the task understood to be a part of the “tempter’s” role. We certainly cannot say eating is altogether
bad because our bodies need the nourishment, but there is a fine line between
eating for sustenance - and gluttony.
Money in itself is not a bad thing, but there is fine line between using
it responsibly and using it to our own destruction and to the detriment of the
Church and Her witness by withholding our tithe because we have convinced
ourselves “we don’t have to”.
So the “hinderer” compelled
Jesus to decide between what was useful and what would be wasteful; to decide
what would be testing The Lord our God and His patience and what would test our
devotion to what we are called to be and to do.
None of it was ever meant
to be easy just as Jesus taught that following Him would be the most difficult
thing we would ever do – difficult and even sometimes very dangerous. In this moment in the wilderness, however,
Jesus has imparted to us the greatest and most useful gift we will need to
navigate the “real world”: the Word of God. Learning to wield it and use it – to the glory
of God and for our edification rather than our carnal satisfaction.
We must be able to discern
between that which has value only for a season, and that which has everlasting
value – hoarding what can be stolen or rotted, or storing up treasures in
heaven (Matthew 6:20). The Word is
that One Tool we have which will help us to know the difference between what is
“real” only in this world and what is “real” in the Everlasting Kingdom. If we have only the good things and our
hearts’ desires fulfilled at every turn, we will not know how to deal with
adversity when – not if – it comes.
The Word is not something
only for memorization; it must be learned and intimated in such a way that the
Word becomes as much a part of our being as our hearts and lungs. For The Word will not only help us to navigate
this dangerous world, it will still be with us when our hearts and lungs fail
us. This is our reality. This is our “real world”. It is the Word of God for the people of God
for the Kingdom of God. Amen.
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