“Restore
to me the joy of Your salvation, and uphold me by Your generous Spirit.
Then I will teach transgressors Your ways, and sinners shall be converted to
You.” Psalm
51:12-13
On
the surface it would appear the psalmist is trying to make a deal with The
Lord; IF you restore me, I will pass it on. Of course there is
more to it, but the prayer upholds a central tenet of faith: we cannot know of
this remarkable gift until it is granted from Above. The compelling
nature of this gift, however, does not allow us to disengage from the world or
to take this gift as strictly “personal”. It is personal in the
beginning, of course, but it is at the same time to serve a Divine purpose.
The Spirit moves us to teach others.
This
does not mean we become judges by which we impose spiritual sentencing nor does
it allow that we can simply point fingers at those behaviors we find
questionable. Rather it demands that we reach first for the higher standard
within ourselves and order our lives in such a way that people learn not from
our empty words but by our substantial actions. That is, they learn by
the way we live and act and interact with the world. And the lesson
learned can be good and uplifting – or – it can be negative and
demoralizing. The nature of the lesson offered through the lives we lead
will then determine whether sinners will even care to be “converted” to The
Lord.
Israel
was set apart from the beginning not to lead privileged lives but to serve as a
“priestly” nation to serve The Lord by witnessing to the rest of the
world. I think it is the “witnessing” that confuses most of us because we
have come to believe this act requires preaching in any venue or telling people
about The Lord and how they must come to be saved. There is that, of
course, but like a successful fruit-producing garden, there is much more that
must happen before the “seed” is finally planted. The “soil” must first
be prepared to receive the “seed”.
We
prepare the soil by our living, by our daily habits, by our
conversations. Telling people about Jesus while acting like a jerk by
mistreating or slandering others will win no hearts for the Kingdom. But
we must also remember that to be “upheld by the generous Spirit” is to be given
a new, circumcised heart upon which Torah (we mistakenly call it “law”)
is written; that is, the ways of God become our ways and the love of God
becomes our love. This is holiness at its best, and it must be our
lifelong pursuit. Then transgressors will care to be taught, and sinners
will want to be converted by what they see and experience through us.
Maybe
our question for today from The Lord would be: Can I trust you to share this
remarkable gift, or will you mistakenly believe it was meant only for
you?
Blessings,
Michael
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